Building work at my house finally finished this week. I've been living in a campervan for months and am now back in the house.
I'm still dealing with some personal stuff. Dropping all of my vintage/antique clothing at an auctionhouse this week hurt, but I made $30 from my books last month as opposed to the $1000+ I used to make so it was necessary.
I just haven't been able to write, mentally. Time slips away from me and I am really upset with myself for it but that doesn't change the fact I'm letting people down, or that I'm not proud of my work right now.
I have been doing some more graphic design stuff to pay the bills, and the background of the 'September Updates' is one example of something I've done recently. I know that I need to get my books finished, and I know that there are a lot of people waiting for me to get over the silly things that are getting in the way of that. I'm really sorry.
The reality is that I just haven't been able to push myself through this for whatever reason, and it has been an issue for months now. I am just not happy with what I am writing, and I can't bring myself to actually post it when I know it sucks.
Here is another of the things I have made recently. I don't know if anyone will like or want it, but if you want to use it as a phone backdrop or something feel free (please don't use it for anything commercial like a book cover. If you're an author and want to use it for something like that, or on social media promo stuff, please drop me a message.)
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